I just looked up in dictionary to
reassure myself that my understanding of “Meme” is not much different from that
of a “standard” one and found this definition; … “(biology) a cultural unit (an
idea, value or pattern of behavior) that is passed from one person to another
by non-genetic means (as by imitation)”…. Frankly, I am happy that Meme is
non-genetic. If it was genetic, then perhaps we might have been calling it, “Memememe”
and that is not a good looking word. No,
it is not me who thinks so but it is the “neuroscientists” who imply so. You
may have read and heard several times that the brain inside our skulls is not
actually a single brain but rather, it is 4 in 1; the reptilian brain, mammalian
brain, Ape brain and Homo sapiens brain. That means, there is not a single “Me”
but a “reptilian Me”, a Mammalian Me”, an “Ape Me” and a “Homo sapiens Me”.
Though we have “Memememe” but our
personalities are the product of meme, meaning the cultures we are exposed to.
My intention here is not just to play with words but to say that memes that are
responsible for giving us a sense of identity and personality is mostly “constructed
reality”. No, I am not trying to imply that there is a war between the “constructed
reality” and “natural reality” but instead that there is war within “constructed
reality” and the main weapons is the “rationality”.
Well, it is good to rationalize
things but anything out of moderation loses its originality. At least, the efforts
to mathematize the language tell us so (The efforts to produce a logical language
like that of mathematics based on symbols is now an example of classical failure
in Philosophy). To me, the thinking that, math is the only rational way of
expressing things is underestimating the complexity of reality especially the
life. I am telling so because it has shattered one my childish dreams. From my
early introductory (just out of curiosity) reading in Psychology, I found that
there is a “subconscious mind” that the conscious mind remains mostly unaware
of its “thinking” and one of the main “reasons” is our unfamiliarity to its
language. It uses the language of the “symbols and images” and the verbal and
numerical languages that we (conscious mind) understand are not of much use to
communicate with this part of our minds. It is a fact that when we sleep, the
conscious mind goes passive and unconscious mind becomes active and the unconscious
mind communicates with us in form of dreams and usually they are strange and we
do not know their meanings. Because we do not understand their meaning so we
usually just discard them by ignoring them. The idea that a symbolic language
would help us to communicate with unconscious mind was very thrilling for me.
Modern arts somewhat were attracting me as I was “believing” that these
seemingly “irrational” creations are influenced by “unconscious mind” and are
windows for us to look into unconscious minds of their creators.
As I learned that computers have
their own language that is very different than ours and we need an intermediary
language to translate our language to the language that computers understand
and likewise translate the language of computer to our language, so we could
communicate with computers, made me even more hopeful. Perhaps, what we needed was
an intermediary language.
With this thrilling idea in my
head, I was looking for an intermediary language (How naïve) and when I learned
about Bertrand Russell’s book, “Principia Mathematica” and that it is a book about “symbolic logic”,
I got really excited. It was not hard to find it. I was available at Provincial
library. I started reading it very carefully but my hope was evaporated when I
found out that it is neither an intermediary language nor a language for unconscious
mind. In fact, it is not even a language for conscious mind (This is one of the
reasons that I got allergic to mathematics and it is really taxing me high on
my “intellectual” health). I know that I am the product of meme (Cultural unit however,
I take it as me + me; Conscious me + Unconscious me) but actually this meme is
me-me and still awaits for an intermediary language to make it meme.
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